So this is whats going on in my life. I got a new job and I make atleast $100 a day if not more. Its incredibly stressful but im trying to keep my sanity. Regardless, I know I cant keep this job forever. It wouldnt be the least bit healthy. Ive decided to quit ecstasy for the time being because im no longer using it for fun and was using it to escape my life. Its an easy fix though considering I don’t have an addictive personality, thank goodness. I still drink a lot but Kristian is keeping an eye on me to make sure I don’t try overdoing it. Its just that this job makes me money but is incredibly stressful so ive given myself some tips to get through the week.
One is to not talk to the customers too much as they are normally not as polite as id like. Two is saving up any and all money I can for a car, and 3 is to start hanging out more with people who actually enjoy my company. Like my cousin chad or my friend michelle or wayne. Its just that there are so many people who don’t accept my kindness or personality. Its stressful, really. I just want to please everyone and I really cant.
So sick, so sick of being tired.
And oh so tired of being sick.
Willing and ready to prove the worst of everything you said about.
So obviously desperate, so desperately obvious.
So good at setting bad examples.
Listen, trick, I’ve had all I can handle.